second thoughts.

its been a long time since i blog. come on, 4 days is a long time for someone who blogs regularly.

life has been the same, pretty much back to school feeling. wake up at certain time, take a certain bus and try to get to work on time. working has been better lately. i started talking more to the popular part time stuff there, and there is also this kind lady selling electronic dictionary that keeps me company. so life had been better, but of course, that has not taken away the lonely-ness and boring-ness. but dun be greedy.

working might not be that bad after all. its a way to kill time (ample of it) and to experience the hardship of earning money. i will become more thrifty from now onwards. no more restaurant outing for no reason, it will be hawker fare or food court. working also allow me to spend time doing something, keeping me occupied. leaving me little time to think about depressing question such as - where is all my friends? and do i have so little friends? even though the fact is that i have little friends, the thought of you not finding one to accompany you is rather depressing at times. i love working.

another point i wanna make is that i am no crowd pleaser. hate me or love me for that.
ok, have to go. otherwise i will be late again! working through the christmas period, so friends, enjoy your holiday!