baby zara aka "mei mei" is four

so it was zara's birthday party yesterday! that rascal officially turns 4 today. mei mei, happy birthday! i hope you will grow up to be less unreasonable and less smart. haha. this girl is simply to smart to handed.

yesterday was fun. its a good day to spend the day, though busy, esp after what happen on friday. started off by going dempsey hill for brunch. had my bruch at a place called jones the grocer. according to my aunt, its a franchise stall from australia. it is a restaurant and supermarket concept. so whatever you eat there, you get to buy as well. they have a cheese room to meat counter to a big rack of rock candies. not to mention, i had a first class account of racial favouritism over there. the caucasian lady who sat down got served pretty quickly, while the asian couple that came before me had to wait a long while for their drinks. my aunt said its pretty common there. or could it be a mixed up? hmmm... then it was slacking at my aunt place, playing DS and watching tv.

next it was the bbq. oh, i was playing tennis as well. i think my uncle not bad. he can actually power up. meaning he has great control and can hit close to the line. brandon played as well. he is improving i think. afterall his cca is tennis. bbq was as usual. some busy cooking, some gorging, but not me ar! then we cut cake.

and after that, one by one got thrown into the pool. i was not spared. my brother volunteered to jump in before my aunts attack him. haha. all and all, it was fun. the next fun would probably be brandon's party. but venue would change i think.


moving on, i receive my admission pin to apply for nus. haha. will i even have a chance to use it? my cousin say two week before open house. so it could well be this coming friday.

sometimes i dunno what to say about some people. its just like a leopard never change its spots. its so frustrating! why dun you put yourself in my shoes and think about it yourself. also, i dun need ppl to tell me that i have a back face. i know it myself. thanks for concern, though i dunno what you really mean when you keep on poking on it. just tell me you hate me for it, go straight to the point. understand? friendship alone is hard to handed, what more private relationship? just my two cent worth.

alright, this long post is enough for all my fans out there, if there are still any.

formula one

i am angry now. feel very cheated by the organiser of singapore formula one. my aunt and i wanted to purchase 6 tickets for the 248bucks range and they bloody hell said SOLD OUT! we tried singpost and the hotline to get tickets. since it was sold out, we figured it will be good to get whatever we can. in this way, we can still go and taste formula one. so we purchase four tickets, costing a wopping ****

and today, i went to the website after reading that the booking system was ok again. i tried to get 6 tickets and got them in a breeze. so you tell me. who is at fault?! who said the tickets were sold out and stuff? who who? and why are they available again now!

F THEM F THEM F THEM F THEM F THEM F THEM F THEM!!!!!

my aunt is trying to change the tickets now. if cannot, i cursed them to go to hell!

i am difficult

i love to put on my black mask, at least this is what many perceived. sorry for that. sorry for not being able to act as well as Oscars's winner. sorry for not hiding my true feelings. i truly sincerely apologise for telling you guys when i am disgusted and upset. hy, now i know how ming ge feel. haha.

i think i can chage. but do you really want me to wear another mask?

i am not aiming this post at anyone. just my response to how some ppl feel about me. perhaps also to come clean about myself. and, i am not out of my mind.

initial-d-ing

i feel like i am jay chou. not that i am wearing those red-hood jacket. neither do i try to impress by singing chinese rap songs in kbox. haha. but rather, drifting like how he did it in initial-d. no no, i dun have a car license yet. to be precise, i am refering to the drift in reality. at this moment, i feel that i am drifting from everything and everyone that was familiar. except for brandon, zara, grandmother and DS.

anyway, i hope that results will be out real soon. i dun want it to be late and spoil my mood for holiday. my fate has been decided already. its just sitting in MOE building. and my uncle is really irritating. he asked me in consecutive days about the release of my results. like hello mr, your son took his last year. so you should know that i can only make wild guesses at the dates.

i am getting depression soon. football depression. manu draw last week, and lost just now. never step on my toes man! i hope zara is reading this.

chinese new year

happy chinese new year guys! so hows all the ang bao collection going on?! oh oh, the fats collection as well. haha.

cny is boring. no longer exciting anymore. you do the same routine for almost every year. first day, do visiting. guess how many house? 2! haha. after that, its slacking and going to aunt's place for dinner. oh, the yam paste and mango pomelo sago is darm yummy last night. the taste was just right.

as for later? i should be going to the zoo followed by dinner. alright, ot to go now. will try to come back with pictures, because this post is really boringgggggggggggg. haha.