HOORAY. alevel starts in about 12hours. i cant wait for it to start. for the start signals the end, end of studying. the start of freedom, slacking, rotting, tv-ing, sleeping and the list go on and on.

15days and counting... 15nov, 5pm. i cant wait. i end really early, thats cause my papers are packed together. some ppl laugh and say you dun have much time to study. but i rather it this way, than to drag and drag. then i will be free of the torture - knowing you have to go back to your books and absorb them.

joke

i was having gp today. the teacher were saying that one of my fellow school mate, have been indoctrinated by our government. so apparently, this person was trying to paraphrase "Taiwan's government". and his answer: Taiwan's PaP.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.... to think that i am studying in a jc. ok i feel so bad for laughing, but there is a moral to this. think about it yourself!

alevels.

ok, i am beginning to gain some momentum in mugging now. is it too late? i hope not. i was just telling mel this Monday that while ppl gain momentum, i lose them. thankfully, i gain momentum aft two days at the student lounge. its quite conducive. apart from disturbing ppl with their wan-wan. mac fries and donut factory (some ridiculous ppl left their things that and went to buy donuts. seriously, they are wasting space and resources).

how i wish school ended earlier, then we could have more study breaks. allowing students to gain more momentum into intense mugging, cause going back to sch disturb my flow to study. i consider today a wasted day because i went sch in the morning.

oh, sharon says that she wonder if miss clarity cafe paid me to promote for them. NO OK! i just think that the pricing there is reasonable for their standard and location. it certainly is better than cafe cartel, a 1000x better. ppl who went there before, dun you agree?

oh guys, check out this website http://www.globalissues.org/ . its really good for GP, i think. they have most of the major topics like poverty, globalisation, terrorism and global warming. lots of figures if you can remember.

alevel approaches in about 5 days time. my mum tells me its ok to fail (not getting into local uni). REALLY?!

i say: i dun think i have done much wrong. i am not going to be the one taking the first step. if this status quote remains, so be it.

i love tv

i am not dead yet. haha. just studying, watch tv and eating.

later there is manu match, last F1 qualifying session, rugby world cup final 2007. i am looking forward to it! who's going to win F1? Who going to win rugby world cup? then there is going to be surgeon Feng Daxi. haha. tv tv tv, my best friend indeed.

i m not sure if i am going to make it. well, luckily spore is an educational hub. there are plenty of opportunity, just more costly and less prestigious. right? sometimes i wonder why i din have that herd mentality when i am choosing my school about a year ago. will i be happier if i had? i dunno. eh, i am not exactly that stress about my alevels.

my current wallpaper. haha. the background are my weapons.

mugging

so the mugging period begins for everyone taking the major exams. i am no exception. it is crucial to find a place that is nice and comfy for you to study. the place whereby you can maximise your brain power and yet spares a thought for your pocket. studying at home do not work for me, i will "fortunately" be opposite poles with distraction such as tv, bed and computer. and unfortunately, being like poles with my "friends and weapons." so out i go.

haha. lib is the best. but due to it being a merit good which is rivalry and excludable in consumption, getting a place there is tough. esp in his golden month of mugging.

after all this years of English Christianity, i got a taste of the Chinese version one. went church service conducted in chinese yesterday. the style is very different from the english one. it was like an eye opening experience,thank you sharon.

ok. for those who wishes to see my class pictures with our teachers, go to esther's blog. haha. be sure to look out for my "favourite" one.

goodbye. tc. miss me.

EXACTLY ONE MORE MONTH TO FREEDOM! FIGHT ON GUYS! POLY PPL DUN SLACK ALSO!

its the last day of sch today. sch ended with int hist lesson. mr hendri had a chat with us and he was the only teacher that did it. perhaps we are most attached to him as he was also our civics teacher last year. what he said was funny (in-laws) and solemn (reason of studying history) at the same time. while most of the teachers commented that its been an honour teaching us and that we are a "sweet" class.

after class, we proceed to the Lt for some boring talk.sorry, i find it a waste of time . but i did take away something from it. that is, our grades have not been decided yet. there is still 2~4 weeks to make a differences in them. so alevel taker, come on! we can still do it.

it was present exchange time at the concourse. i think all of us had a great time receiving gifts. guys, i will definitely keep them even Darryl's very environmental friendly note. haha. so be sure to keep my too, and hang it up! oh for those who din know, there is a note at the back, so do read it. went for lunch at crystal jade whereby Freddy sang us the song he wrote. thank you. it dun sound very good, but the lyrics was GREAT!

now,its back home and going to ICG for mugging session. (Sharon, Esther dun be jealous. haha.) there was no 'obvious' tears today, which is good. perhaps it signals that A-ONE will get back together again. this is not the last goodbye, but only an end of a chapter in a book such as the harry potter series.

the one thing i am looking forward to is England vs France in the rugby world cup. looks like i am going to stay up and watch the match. hopefully, the man in white and red will be victorious.

A-ONE

the girls- helpful, encouraging, accommodating, funny, nice, cold jokes ;
the guys- silly jokes, enthusiastic, tyrant actions, encouraging, helpful;
thats A01!

its the last day of school tomorrow. to be honest, i been waiting for this day to come since my first day in sch. with such a mindset, it thus took me quite awhile to settle down and mix well with my classmates. even till today, i dun think that i have fully integrated into my environment, i still get lost in some conversations and situations. i am not pointing my fingers at anyone, i am the main culprit for everything.

In J1, i was unwilling to accept the accommodation or assimilation plan that the class has automatically adopted. i skip school frequently. once school ended i rush home, there was hardly any chance of chit-chatting and having lunch in JP. my face was frequently black, i really did not like the environment. i did not talk much, there was nothing to talk about.

then i got promoted to J2. things started to get better, much much better. i think most ppl can point out the fact that i talk more now, and perhaps looked more cheerful. but there was also a dark period this year. cold war 1 came and end... cold war 2 (fallout), things seems to be getting from ok to really not enjoyable. i remember not talking to anyone for most of the days, i felt lonely in class and i cant wait for tmr to come. then i seem ok again, back on talking terms again. the jc path was brighter again. prelims came and went. its the last day of school tomorrow.

i do not blame anyone except myself for my life in sch. A-ONE did a great joy in accommodating and assimilating. thank you for tolerating with my mood swings. thank you for not forming obvious clicks, this would certainly alienate me more. thank you for being who you are and therefore adding colours into my memories, be it rainbow bright or black dark.

not forgetting all the teachers that have helped us along the way. Chinese teacher who always shoots invisible arrows and being nice. miss chan the flower with screeching voice (used as weapon to threaten us to shut up). mr koh with his nice-ness, "koh" jokes and casual style. miss lai with her funny accent but she is a good econs teacher. miss mardiana who is really funny (a humour diff from others) and can teach reasonably well. mr hendri who teaches me how to craft early leave lie. miss 'fav' teacher who is very professional and teaches well. miss tan who always wears a smile on her face. miss lim who is always encouraging and being friendly. generally, my teachers are very nice la. notice i kept using the word nice? haha. eh, limited vocabulary la.

right, last day of sch tmr. a mixed feeling within me. let me repeat that i am not scolding anyone in this post! classmates, please comment on my post.

what a week

so i am 19 years old and 7 day. it feels like i been celebrating my birthday for a week. this celebration will stop here. =( met up with whole gang of dots in this past week. hair cut, dinner, ice cream and the highlight, zoo. as always, it was fun and laughter. but like what mic said, it will be better when its a complete gathering. i am eagerly waiting for that day to come. will it?

like what the straits times said, this week was a week of upset.
1) All Blacks losing to France.
2)Hamilton crashing out in Shanghai.
3)England beating Australia.
I LOVE SPORTS! GO YANKEES!

so alevels starts in less than 3 weeks or something. MIA period is here again. i will work hard, and do "NA" stream proud. we are not meant for poly and ite only! we can be at the top too. judgement day is next Feb.

tata. will be back soon.
will i miss 06a01? i dunno. perhaps.

contradicting

the flowers look absolutely great right? according to some of them, it was bigger than my face. but no way la. thank you debra. but can you tell me what inspired you to get flowers for me? haha. do i possess a sunflower attitude/character? or you want me to remember you as miss sunflower? haha. it must be the former reason.

so i am at home now. i really wanted to go sch today. i was scolding my mum when i woke up and saw the time- 7.10. yeah, if i am esther or Lmy, its still early. but no. i am thy.jeanette told me to be prepare cause all h2 papers will be back tmr. and immediately, i start getting all those feeling.

if i am going to die soon, i will say sorry to those around me. if i die young, i will say, sorry for not being able to create more memories. if i die old, it will be sorry for not taking care of myself. dying is scary. you leave behind ppl who will cry for you. so mel, dun say you dun mind dying at 40. ok?! my inspiration from this paragraph?----snow queen.

sunflower to start the post, and death issues to end it. perfect right? i am going to S² now. haha. know what that means? ask me.
i am afraid. results results. paper chase. alevels. you drive me to my limits.

THANK YOU

i had a great day today. the surprise visit, children's day outing with my darlings, dinner at miss clarity and drinks at loof. thank you all for your present, presences and messages. thank you. this is one of my best birthday nite. but something was lacking, i hope this problem will be fixed soon. i was surprised to see my uncle's msg, and receive a call from jacinDA. haha. i did manage to put aside my results and enjoy my day.

its time to start mugging, i had my share of fun already. GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO GO! FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY! i am crazy. and very sleepy.

i have a few friends who are currently in love now. all the best to your love career. Blossom Blossom.
BUT dun forget about your friends!