Thursday, March 29, 2007

you are disgusting.

life sucks when you have to look at people you do not like. these people should just get out of my sights please!

I dunno why some of my family members lack respect for these who have left us. its not a matter of being close or not close, its a matter of respect! and if the elder one is like that, it is natural that the next generations is also the same. i cant stand the sight of them, luckily, all is over. no more disgusting people infront of me anymore. so wad if you are a family of graduates? when you even lack the basic respect that you should have as a person! beside, have you heard of people taking family photo in a funeral? haha. its a joke that in today's world, the extended family has to take a family photo in a funeral. you know why? those people who lack respect has nothing to do but to think of all these. one of them even created a family tree, when the roots are gone! wads their problem! really cant stand them! errrrr.....yuck............

beside i am beginging to hate going to school again. but not because of the people there. i dunno why too... its been a year, but i still find it a mammoth task to wake up and go school. Also, my "favourite" teacher ask me to label north south east west in class today. yeah, i do look very stupid in her eyes. i am extremely sensitive towards her.

progress report is out. my results SUCKS BIG TIME. i think i am one of the worse in class. i know my mum is going to force me to school everyday after seeing it! hia... i am no longer motivated, someone save me!

no one knows what death is, till you experience it. right?

Thursday, March 22, 2007

she

the post today is going to be long. i took about half of my journey back home from school, thinking what to blog. beside, i am going to complain/scold throughtout this post. so if you hate all these, then roll your mouse over to the top right hand corner and click on the "x". so here goes.

got back my geog human quiz today. as it is a quiz,it is natural that a person will slack towards it. most of the time, a quiz is rather simple. it does not require much thinking, just like the Gp quiz today. but this human geog "quiz", is more of a test- its like a 20mark DRQ can!furthermore, it is not counted so its natural that people will not take too much into it.

i got my paper and saw the comments written on it. in full, its reads- "you have decline in performances, you seriously need to work harder". and this teacher went on to talk about how each individual improve by how many grades, and she also "kindly" added that only one person in the class declined.

i been thinking throughout the bus journey back home. i wonder what is the problem of this teacher with me?! Usually, a teacher will ask you what happen (for those concern and loving teachers) when they see your results decling. but for her, she said i seriously need to work harder. perhaps i am reading too much into the word "serious", but seriously if you are me, you might just share the same thoughts too.

i have never seen such a teacher before. also, my results has been on the line. its either a pass or fail, since when have she looked me so up to use the word decline, as if i have fallen from good grades to a S grade. Besides, she has consistenly commented that i need to go for consultation with her, since JC1. i went once, and found it infertile. skeletons in the closet as mentioned by her, will one day decomposed and vanish into thin air. it will be my grades, thus, i will use my way and not yours to achieve it! consultation does not work for everyone.

sometimes i feel that she favour a certain group of people. usually, i am very punctual for her lesson. most of the time i will be in the class before she comes in. on one occassion, my friend and i took a longer time to reach class after going to the canteen. and she gave us a grey face when we stepped in. however, towards some late offenders, she will just smile smile.

Basically, i am having very extreme thoughts of this teacher already.no doubt, she might be a high flier in the school ranks, teachers look up to her , has achieved alot for her age and i must admit she is a good person who can impart knowledge to you, BUT she is definetly, not a good teacher in my eyes.

perhaps after reading this post, most people might think that i am crazy. complaining a teacher just because of a comment. but to me, this post is more of an explosion of my frustration that i have towards her since a year ago. i wonder what a teacher have in mind when they stepped into class, when they see students.

enough said. i better go study for my geog "quiz" tmr, before i get worser comments.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

great. irony, irony

GREAT! its rather fun today, went to party world. although i am mike-shy, but i still dun mind going to sing K. thats because its makes me feel good to see my friends singing happily and enjoying themselves. Also, i can sit for all i want in the room, drink and eat. haha. oh ya, the man at party world gave us a 12seater room or something, when there is only the four of us. haha. is he crazy? besides, QY, your laughter is still the same...

GREAT! its 12.29am now, my holiday has ended! and i have not get my homework completed. i just realised that my econs teacher is mad! she gave us soo much homework can- 1 essay, 10+ short question and 2 DRQs. CRAZY RIGHT? i know some poly ppl will be smirking as they read...

GREAT! do you know that there is a starbucks in the forbidden city in Beijing. yes! starbucks, the american coffe chain. i thought should be a chinese traditional tea house of something... haha. its funny right. and this starbucks do not have the trademark big round sign of theirs, as it was not allowed.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

back!

Yeah, ppl i am back. miss me right? surely! i am such a lovable girl. haha.

i am really drained out after HK trip. ppl, its not a holiday. so dun be envious, if you are. haha. btu its not that bad after all la. its an almost all-expenses paid trip for doing well in olevels last year... the kids provided me with much joy and laughter, but of course, but these were only half the package, there were times when they were grumpy and naughty too.. Sometimes, you can love them so much and the next moment you will feel like killing them. esp ZARA. she told me not to disturb her when she is sleeping! how idiotic can she get... haha. BUT I STILL LOVE THEM!

besides, i will be avoiding my grandma place for a while. yeah, i always do that after a trip with the kids. after my tasmania trip about two years ago, i stayed away from my grandma place for about a month. but these time, it will also be becasue of my school work. school will be really busy in the future. alevels is really nearing.

the hotel we stayed in were great. good location, mtr station just downstairs. there was a big shopping centre too. ladies street was about 5 mins away, even though jac thinks that i should be going the men street(do they have it?) and not the ladies street. and our hotel toilet has the curtain which can be drawn up an down. so when the kids are having their bubble bath, i can see them like in the aquarium. its a good thing, as we can monitor their every move in the toliet.

oh, i like disneyland, even though its mine first (yeah, i am a country bumpkin). and i wanna go to other disneyland too. beside, brandon really enjoyed disneyland, and he really bahaved there. walking on his own. he also stick to me there too. everything also want me to go with him. and when i told him i am afraid for the Space mountain ride, he said he will protect me. sweet boy huh. haha. i think he will be good with girls when he grow up. the 3d show was good too. you can really smell the cake and feel water splashing on you. the disney train was nice too. i think disneyland is a very happy place. everything there is very nice. the band playing disney songs. the disney characters. the famous mickey ears. haha. everything is good except that some shows are in cantonese, which i dun understand! so for these, i believe they have to brush up their standard. apart from this, most things are good.

oh ya, i thnk we were the last visitor to exit disneyland. as we took our time to eat, shop and toilet at night. Everything in the shops were very cute. but i din fall into the merchandising trap layed by Walt Disney. haha. but apparantely, one family did. on our flight back, one family were carrying big big packets. haha. and we were like the last few to board the plane. i think we will have miss it if we were slower by another 15mins.

some photos to fullfill your visual pleasure.

the disney train. the seats/handles inside are different too.

kids sushi set.

opps. not violating the blogspot nudity rule right? haha

ok. i can only post these few pictures. blogger hates me. too bad for your. haha. will be back with more pictures. tata

Saturday, March 10, 2007

lots to say.

yeah, i have lots to say, but i am also too lazy to type. i am really tired too.
bye spore. i will be back on wednesday, miss me people.

Sunday, March 04, 2007

i hate studying!

ahha. who wont hate studying? perhaps only those who are out working, wont. as for now, i really hate taking my notes and mug into them. as i post, i really wonder why i will choose JC over Poly.

In poly, you will only take 3 years. while Jc migh be shorter by a year, you are actually preparing for university which is like another 4-5 years. i wonder if i will see that day, whereby i graduate from university. anyway, my aunt told me that if i cant make it for Alevel, then just go poly lor. haha, cause she is only like that mah, i think. she said we cant go to poly then JC, but we can go to poly after JC. so why not go and experience JC life.

Indeed, jc life is quite enjoyable, not calculating those homeworks, tutorials, test, promos, lectures! i think i am enjoying what i am studying now, history and human geog is fun to some extent, same for econs, gp. all these subjects has actually made me see the world in a different way and also expose me to new ideas, concept, thoughts which i think you wont get it in poly. yes, its great to sit in the lecture and classroom to hear, but not to absorb and reproduce them in test, assignment and exams ! haha. i wonder if my classmate reading or ppl in JC has this feeling too. tell me about what you think, ok!?

As for now, i am going to prepare to start mugging. all will commence when i return from my holiday. Psycologically and physically, i dun have the mood to study. i am still stuck in the JC 1 life (slacking period) an i feel sick too.

On a higher note, man u won yesterday, despite not playing well. and i really meant it, they had like 4 shots on goal compared to liverpool's 14. haha. well, soccer is like this. that was a time whereby manu had lots of shots on goal but still not win the game. oh, mic, hy and her bf saw how i reacted when the goal when in. they must be shocked! but i tell you, i will jump higher when i am at home watching. =) By the way, i din like man u in the first place because of David Beckham. i hate ppl, esp guys to have this type of mentality. my family is a man u fan (except my second brother and uncle) are man u fans, thus i got influence.

Friday, March 02, 2007

alevels

alevel results out today. not very good results, especially for those subjects i take. quite a worrying sight, i wonder how i will fare next year.

my chinese result was allright. it was within my expectation. but as a human being, i will definetly be happier had i get a better grade. but i should be contented, mother tongue not very important right? no one knows, not even my history teacher, as i am on a new syllabus.

my body is aching like mad. i think i am gonna be sick soon. MC on monday ok. haha. i realised most ppl ard me has started revision, i better start my soon, time is running out.