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according to dictionary.com, one of the meaning of the word accommodate is-- 7. to make suitable or consistent; adapt: to accommodate oneself to circumstances. but why is it that some people just cant do it more often?

i think i am a volcano that is going to erupt, this is how my temper/patience towards you can be described. i dun wanna lose you as a friend or even put more dent and cracks to an under-surface damaged relationship and thus i am controlling it. telling you the problem, does not seem to work. or perhaps i did not tell you more seriously and forcefully. problems are there to be solved, not to avoid. that's what shows the character of a person.you, by leaving it, shows what a person you are.

i dunno why i am suddenly typing this. maybe there is a greater urgency to reach a satisfactory resolution. you certainly are not bothered, but we are. i hope you get this message and do some self reflection. i sound mean, but its for the benefit for everyone. this things seems to weight down in your heart as well, but you refuse to face it. stop avoiding.

back to my life. on friday, i thought i lost my job. but i got it back. going to start on tues at parkway popular. i am working there to avoid the stupid dress code set by john little ok. probably going to work for a month or so, if i enjoy it. er, take one step at a time, i dun wanna plan, cause i would default on it. it would be good to earn some cash for my holiday next year. and to shut my brother up. haha.

oh, i was watching Korean drama (the one on channel u now) for the whole of yesterday. its really a good way to kill time. tata.