falling

i am bored, and i have a lot in my puny brain. so here i am again to vomit them out.

i dun like ppl to tell me that i am lousy. not sure about you. i think i am someone who runs away from reality. yes? one piece of evidence- my "fav" teacher. she always tell me and give me that look. and for this, i really really really dun like her.

i decided not to go sch on Monday. i know i will miss impt lesson. but i cant subject myself to the torture of getting back my SEA hist paper. which is highly possible, cause the teacher mark really fast. the feeling of seating on the chair, waiting for your papers to return sucks (due to limited vocabulary, i can only use this word). i am sure you guys have experience it before. is waiting at home better? i think so. you only need to read the msg, you dun need to have the courage to turn the paper over. another thing is that i have the highest hope for this paper, although i let myself down by not revising on the night before. so its really better not to go sch that day.

that moody feeling of my is coming back. watch out! haha. alevel starts in one month and 2day. the dream of getting into a local uni seems to be getting further. i have a lot to do, and i am not sure if i have the ability, the strength and the determination to get through this. life sucks.

LMY, i better see you in sch on tues. otherwise, i dun friend you already. haha. i am sure the rest of A1 and the teachers will do that too.