the next step

hi guys, i am back for another boring post. i hope this post wont sound like i am some EXCELLENT STUDENT/BIG SHOT/PROUD. i am just weighing my options.

anyway, i am down for another interview, an unexpected one. NTU accountancy called me at 9am Friday morning to go for an interview. according to my cousin and the website, the interview is meant for borderline cases. yeah, all thanks to my excellent GP grades. seriously this interview bothers me quite a lot. it meant my "supposed thinking of getting into every course" is up in smoke. furthermore, its in boon lay. very very convenient. having to travel 2hour for a 45min event really puts me off. and this made me have second doubt on choosing ntu, if i get offered a place.

oh well, as you all know, smu is my preferred choice. the fact of it being near my place is a superficial and naive reason. i want smu because, i think i will open up there. come on, they forced you to speak there. if you dont, you get no marks. i think this makes smu very stressful because you have to be on your toes every minute. my brother told me its pretty much a project based school. and that his friend is suffering in the business faculty. SMU will make a good training ground for a small small girl in a big big world. i am pretty sure of this. but, the higher school fees and possibly of more hippies there will put me off. lets just hope that they offer me a place.

how can i miss out NUS? to sum up, its mr reliable, mr trustworthy and mr safe. not forgetting mr traditional. haha. i dunno la.

the third paragraph is what i really want. but my second paragraph kinda say "stop, you are not that good after all!" yeah, worries never seems to ceased in life. first, results. now, getting into a school. next, friend you meet there. the list just keeps piling. till the day you die i think.


okok. mel is back from australia. and she brought me krispy kreme. yum yum.