one shot

i am so glad that everything is ending soon. look at the clock, barely 6days to go. i think you guys must be glad as well. no more complaining, rantings and pessimistic post. i think i will go crazy if this kind of life go on any longer. i spend majority of my time in the lib nowadays. yes, lib is good. there is free air-con, some handsome guy and pretty girls to see. but no! when you see your pile of notes and when you think of how you have fallen behind your "revision schedule", you really feel like crying at times.

Brandon called me today. i miss him, i think i had tears in my eyes (serious, not drama²) when he asked, "cutie jie jie, when are you coming?" i bet you guys must be jealous. by the way mel, i am cutie jie jie, not cutie's jie jie! ok!

i dunno where my last minute sprint will get me too? i think alevels (or all major exams) is cruel. you only get one shot at the target. yeah, you were given plenty of opportunities (common test, assignment, prelims) to aim and practice, but ultimately, it comes down to that one shot. that single shot. i say it determines your direction and certainly the magnitude, to a smaller extent. yeah, revising some case studies skills.

goodbye. hope to see you guys soon. oh, when your pass by nat lib on sat, sun or mon. come find me. i am "camping" there.

I JUST WANNA ROT.