A-ONE

the girls- helpful, encouraging, accommodating, funny, nice, cold jokes ;
the guys- silly jokes, enthusiastic, tyrant actions, encouraging, helpful;
thats A01!

its the last day of school tomorrow. to be honest, i been waiting for this day to come since my first day in sch. with such a mindset, it thus took me quite awhile to settle down and mix well with my classmates. even till today, i dun think that i have fully integrated into my environment, i still get lost in some conversations and situations. i am not pointing my fingers at anyone, i am the main culprit for everything.

In J1, i was unwilling to accept the accommodation or assimilation plan that the class has automatically adopted. i skip school frequently. once school ended i rush home, there was hardly any chance of chit-chatting and having lunch in JP. my face was frequently black, i really did not like the environment. i did not talk much, there was nothing to talk about.

then i got promoted to J2. things started to get better, much much better. i think most ppl can point out the fact that i talk more now, and perhaps looked more cheerful. but there was also a dark period this year. cold war 1 came and end... cold war 2 (fallout), things seems to be getting from ok to really not enjoyable. i remember not talking to anyone for most of the days, i felt lonely in class and i cant wait for tmr to come. then i seem ok again, back on talking terms again. the jc path was brighter again. prelims came and went. its the last day of school tomorrow.

i do not blame anyone except myself for my life in sch. A-ONE did a great joy in accommodating and assimilating. thank you for tolerating with my mood swings. thank you for not forming obvious clicks, this would certainly alienate me more. thank you for being who you are and therefore adding colours into my memories, be it rainbow bright or black dark.

not forgetting all the teachers that have helped us along the way. Chinese teacher who always shoots invisible arrows and being nice. miss chan the flower with screeching voice (used as weapon to threaten us to shut up). mr koh with his nice-ness, "koh" jokes and casual style. miss lai with her funny accent but she is a good econs teacher. miss mardiana who is really funny (a humour diff from others) and can teach reasonably well. mr hendri who teaches me how to craft early leave lie. miss 'fav' teacher who is very professional and teaches well. miss tan who always wears a smile on her face. miss lim who is always encouraging and being friendly. generally, my teachers are very nice la. notice i kept using the word nice? haha. eh, limited vocabulary la.

right, last day of sch tmr. a mixed feeling within me. let me repeat that i am not scolding anyone in this post! classmates, please comment on my post.