my "wonderful" life

Warning! This is going to be a long post... its going to mundane, i am going to criticise, without mentioning names. yes, i am a coward. but its pretty clear who i am targeting at.

i am drained. mentally and physically. i need to sleep as my eyes are shutting, but i cant get to sleep. there are things on my minds, things that i cant express, neither do i understand them too. this is a bad situation, you know you are in trouble, but you dunno why.

today is first July. many things happen on this day, not considering the year.
1)Ten years ago, Hong Kong handed back to China after a century under the British. so far so go i think. one country, two system has worked. the hk economy is still blooming, perhaps to the dismay of spore. there is still some form of democracy in hk. the people still elect half of their Parliament, get to go on protest walk , freedom of speech (look a their tabloids)

2)Ten years ago, it was the Asian Financial Crisis. H2 history students would know the main cause of it. haha. its our neighbour, the country where we like to go shopping in.

3)its youth day! according to Jeanette, in which according to the UN, everyone below 35 is considered a youth. i think. but too bad, holidays are only for pri, sec and jc kids.

4)yeah, its Myra's birthday. perhaps the most insignificant as compared to the other happenings. haha. it was a tired day, i wonder why you guys can shop so MUCH?! the truth is, i hate shopping with one big group of ppl. i feel so out of place, looked stupid and embarrassed. no was am i ever going mass shopping trips again. Sadly, i felt that my small effort was not appreciated today. "once bitten twice shy", i din learn that from my past experience. surely, i have now.

I wonder...
1)why do some people like to claim credits? esp for things that they din do. dun your feel guilty at all? am i like that? TELL ME.

2)why are my friends, my friend? i always ponder about this question...

3)why ppl are afraid of other ppl reading their blog?(yes, mic, i am referring to you) close it down then. same thing, why does ppl put a restriction on their Friendster a/c.

4)why i wonder soo much?

DOES A SIMPLE LIFE ACTUALLY EXISTS??