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the post today is going to be long. i took about half of my journey back home from school, thinking what to blog. beside, i am going to complain/scold throughtout this post. so if you hate all these, then roll your mouse over to the top right hand corner and click on the "x". so here goes.

got back my geog human quiz today. as it is a quiz,it is natural that a person will slack towards it. most of the time, a quiz is rather simple. it does not require much thinking, just like the Gp quiz today. but this human geog "quiz", is more of a test- its like a 20mark DRQ can!furthermore, it is not counted so its natural that people will not take too much into it.

i got my paper and saw the comments written on it. in full, its reads- "you have decline in performances, you seriously need to work harder". and this teacher went on to talk about how each individual improve by how many grades, and she also "kindly" added that only one person in the class declined.

i been thinking throughout the bus journey back home. i wonder what is the problem of this teacher with me?! Usually, a teacher will ask you what happen (for those concern and loving teachers) when they see your results decling. but for her, she said i seriously need to work harder. perhaps i am reading too much into the word "serious", but seriously if you are me, you might just share the same thoughts too.

i have never seen such a teacher before. also, my results has been on the line. its either a pass or fail, since when have she looked me so up to use the word decline, as if i have fallen from good grades to a S grade. Besides, she has consistenly commented that i need to go for consultation with her, since JC1. i went once, and found it infertile. skeletons in the closet as mentioned by her, will one day decomposed and vanish into thin air. it will be my grades, thus, i will use my way and not yours to achieve it! consultation does not work for everyone.

sometimes i feel that she favour a certain group of people. usually, i am very punctual for her lesson. most of the time i will be in the class before she comes in. on one occassion, my friend and i took a longer time to reach class after going to the canteen. and she gave us a grey face when we stepped in. however, towards some late offenders, she will just smile smile.

Basically, i am having very extreme thoughts of this teacher already.no doubt, she might be a high flier in the school ranks, teachers look up to her , has achieved alot for her age and i must admit she is a good person who can impart knowledge to you, BUT she is definetly, not a good teacher in my eyes.

perhaps after reading this post, most people might think that i am crazy. complaining a teacher just because of a comment. but to me, this post is more of an explosion of my frustration that i have towards her since a year ago. i wonder what a teacher have in mind when they stepped into class, when they see students.

enough said. i better go study for my geog "quiz" tmr, before i get worser comments.